(Just thought to insert a form of happiness….Chocolate Doughnut )
Hello Lovelies! Hope you are well!
Well I’m back on this lovely platform of blogging and sharing. My outlet of serenity can resume.
This year was a BLAST! I did some soul searching and a couple of weeks ago I would have told you “Oh my Dear what a shit year”. So, I thought my come back is sharing the high’s and lows, so if you are on your rollercoaster of life you know you are not alone.
Soul searching meant picking myself up and see what really is good and bad in my life. Stopping and staring at a blank wall and re evaluate where you are in life. Physically stop. (Just continue breathing) So here are the blessings, the confusing stuff and the horrible!
The most positive part of this year is, I got to travel with my favorite person on earth, my hubby, to the UK , NYC, LA , Italy and Budapest which I adored every single step of it. So definitely counting my blessings.
I quit my job after 13 years, Yes I F****** did. Me the safe person did it! Spent months and months in fear that I would lose a family unit, respect and an amazing corporate company and my life will be ruined forever. However my soul was calling deep within me to spread my wings and give a chance to change. And change is good cause I’m living in the change and I’m still alive and with a new ride too! Plus the real friends stuck by and I am grateful for that.
I lost one of the most special people in my life my granddad ‘nannu’ he was a pillar of strength, workaholic, loved his family, loved looking dapper and giving actual solid advice when it came to career and faith in one’s self. Independence is one thing he lost this last year and that was horrible for him to live through. He is no doubt pain free and looking dapper in heaven rooting on for his loved ones and for me to shut up and keep getting stronger.
So if there is one thing I learnt through this “Blast” of a year and I would love to shout out to everyone is…Don’t Let Fear control your life. Everything starts in your mind. Insecurities dominated my thoughts, shadowed my targets and diminished my capability of recognizing how strong I really am. YOU are stronger then what people want you to be. PROMISE
Much light hearted posts will resume every Tuesday and Thursday!
Take Care 🙂